My Cry

My soul is longing for you Lord. I need more of you in my life and less of me. Move me out the way Lord. I just want to be your obedient servant. You are so worthy of Praise and Honor and so much more than I can give, but God I will give you all that I have. What you have given me I give back to you. Use me how you see fit God. Give me the boldness to do the things you have called me to do. I am so in love with you. There is a blazing fire in my belly. I don’t want the fire to be quenched. I want it to blaze for all eternity. I want to walk hand in hand with you. Stay in your presence that is where I belong. My heart worships you so loudly Lord. I get overwhelmed by you and your presence. But I want more of you; I can never get enough Holy Father. I can’t get enough of you, you are my beloved and I am yours. Mold me into who you want me to be. You are so beautiful to me. I feel like Mary when she came into the room and broke the alabaster box over your feet and cleaned them with her tears and dried your feet with her hair and anointed you. I just want to sit at your feet and worship you with all that I have and all I am. I just want to show you how thankful I am and how much I truly love you. Even if my whole earthly world crumbled I would never deny you, I would still serve you. I can not lie, my flesh would hurt and be weak but my spirit couldn’t toss you out. You have done so much for me whether I knew it or not. I can never forget what you did for me.


Just Talkin’ #1: Looking Back


So much to say, don’t know where to begin. There are so many things that I can think back on and say wow I didn’t know that then or see it like that. There are number of stories I can tell about my life that I can now see how God was there and moving on my behalf, when I had no idea and it might not have felt like He was. I know without a doubt that I can’t do anything without Him. I am so grateful that He loved and still does love me and wanted me for Himself. It is an amazing feeling to be truly loved. To be truly loved and know that the ONE that loves you will never hurt you, never leave you , never let you down, will always be there, will always hold you up when your down or you can’t go on. It wasn’t until I was seeking after the deeper things of God that I began to realize these things. Like I said earlier I now can see how God was Always there with me, sometimes I would shove Him away I didn’t know if I could believe in this and if I could trust Him like it talked about in the Bible. I later on realized I couldn’t go on without Him. He was everything to me and the passion that drove me. He was always the peace that I felt inside. I needed Him and the peace He gave me cause I had none anywhere else, everything was chaos, and falling apart.

Church As We Know It…

The Christians of  North America are so lax on how they should do things. We are to be out doing stuff for Christ not just on Sunday go to “Church” and do my weekly duty…no it is far more great than that. This thing that is called Christianity is NOT a religion it is a LIFESTYLE . The “Church” today has made it into something that it is truly not. The word “Church” is not supposed to refer to a building for worship/religious gatherings. It is us(the people/ the Christians) we are the Church, not a building and it’s not a place you can go. We live in a culture where it is all about you and yourself, your ways and desires who cares about anything or anybody else as long as it is what you want. We are to be out teaching, preaching, healing, and doing signs and wonders like it is a normal thing. Because in all truth, it is Normal. We have been so shut off and down by the government,the church, entertainment, and so much more. It is so much easier to say you believe in something and do absolutely nothing about and be happy as society determines happy and go on about life living as you want. Most of those people are NEVER truly happy. There is something that they are always seeking and the answer is right before their very eyes. That’s Jesus and a relationship with Him, what Christianity is supposed to be.We are to be out to disciple the nations.

Matthew 28:19 (NLT) Therefore, go and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Luke 10:9 (NLT) Heal the sick, and tell them, ‘The Kingdom of God is near you now.’

Let Your Light Shine!

There is a light that fills us when we accept Jesus into our hearts. He is the light. We are to allow Him to shine out through us. Others should not see us but Him in us. Our actions greatly affect us and others.

Matthew 5:14 (NLT) “You are the light of the world–like a city on a hilltop that cannot be hidden.

If we live as Jesus wants us to and because we want to not because someone is making us then people will notice. They will notice there is joy, peace, and a love in you like no other. They might even ask you about it and even desire to get what you have. We should act the same in public that we do in private. Act the way you do when it is just you by yourself. If you can not do or say the things you do in private or all alone in public then you shouldn’t be doing them. We are to bring glory to God in all the we do.

John 12:46 (NLT)I have come as a light to shine in this dark world, so that all who put their trust in me will no longer remain in the dark.

We should go out in the world and tell them about Christ Jesus. Also, our actions should tell others about Jesus as well.

Acts 13:47 (NLT) For the Lord gave us this command when he said, ‘I have made you a light to the Gentiles, to bring salvation to the farthest corners of the earth.'”

Word Of The Lord 12-9-10

Come to the place that I want you in says the Lord. Let your light shine brightly like never before. So that all may know that I am God and I am in you. They will see the Mighty Presence of Me in you. You have a Compassionate Spirit in you, it’s the Spirit of Me that I have placed in you to show love to all who are near you and to those who just hear you. Things will break off of the ones you pray for and their lives will be truly touched. Remember that I am the Lord your God and I can do anything NOTHING is too Big for me. Just call on Me and Believe.

Do You Promise?

Promises,promises,promises. Lord I promise…Why do we ask God to help or deliver us,just to receive it from God and then they run. God draws us and we answer that call. Then we decide this isn’t what I want to do. So we go ahead and let a little sin creep in and we are fine with it. It don’t convict us because we have put up blinders on our eyes. We have made too many things more important than God for far too long. Most people think in life the most important things are: money,family,jobs,cars,etc… but these things will all fade away. In Ecclesiastes 5 it talks about us making promises to God.

Ecclesiastes 5:4-6 (NLT)

v.4 So when you make a promise to God, don’t delay in following through, for God takes no pleasure in fools. Keep all the promises you make to him.

v.5 It is better to say nothing than to promise something that you don’t follow through on.

v.6 In such cases, your mouth is making you sin. And don’t defend yourself by telling the Temple messenger that the promise you made was a mistake. That would make God angry, and he might wipe out everything you have achieved.

So, we need to put God first. There are many Christians who put God second or third or even further back on their list because they are living after the flesh out of their own desires and not God’s.

Jeremiah 2:20-22 (NLT)

v20 “Long ago I broke the yoke that oppressed you and tore away the chains of your slavery, but still you said,’I will not serve you.’ On every hill and under every green tree, you have prostituted yourselves by bowing down to idols.

v21 But I was the one who planted you, choosing a vine of the purest stock-the very best. How did you grow into this corrupt wild vine?

v22 No amount of soap or lye can make you clean. I still see the strain of your guilt. I, the Sovereign Lord. have spoken!


I hope that this wasn’t the state you are in but if so I hope that this has helped and opened your eyes. God is not a play pretty. He is an almighty and powerful God, who doesn’t tolerate foolishness. So please serve God fully. Make Him your number 1!

God Is Faithful

We  should be happy in serving Jesus Christ. Jesus did so much for us.We know that as Christians we are going to suffer and be persecuted for what we believe. But, it is all for the greater glory. All of this will glorify God and we will receive an eternal reward that is far great than any earthly reward. We have to stay focused on Jesus and His ways. Live our lives according to His word and after His example( a life of holiness).

2 Timothy 2:8-14(New Living Translation)

8Always remember that Jesus Christ, a descendant of King David, was raised from the dead. This is the Good News I preach. 9And because I preach this Good News, I am suffering and have been chained like a criminal. But the word of God cannot be chained.10So I am willing to endure anything if it will bring salvation and eternal glory in Christ Jesus to those God has chosen.

11This is a trustworthy saying:If we die with him,we will also live with him.

12If we endure hardship,we will reign with him.If we deny him,he will deny us.

13If we are unfaithful,he remains faithful,for he cannot deny who he is.

14Remind everyone about these things, and command them in God’s presence to stop fighting over words. Such arguments are useless, and they can ruin those who hear them.

Raise Me Up

Lord raise me up to the high places where Your glory never stops flowing. Break me Lord. I just want to be Your humble servant. I only want to do the things that glorify and please You. I desire the deep thing of You, God. Lord, You have told me that I have a pure heart. It sometimes feels as if I am total opposite. God, I don’t want to feel that way. Through mercy, grace, and love I am Yours. I am so tired of things holding me back. I want the fire to continually flow through me. I want an unsatisfiable hunger for You and Your presence. Guide me Lord into the things and places that You want me to go. Give me the words to say. I love You and You complete me Father God. Help me to guard the pure heart that You have given me. Strengthen me Lord. Through it all Lord I will give You all the praise and honor You deserve.

Break The Chains Of Bondage

There is some much stuff that people have become bound by in their lives. Whether it be lust, drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, lying, stealing, cheating, killing, self-hate, and many other things. We don’t have to be bound to all those things that weigh us down Psalm 107:14 (New International Version)He brought them out of darkness and the deepest gloom and broke away their chains.For Jesus can deliver you and set you free from anything if you want Him to and allow Him to work in you. He doesn’t want to see you go through these things, but the decision is yours to make. Ask Him to deliver you and serve Him or do things your way and deal with them. Some people are so consumed in these chains that they don’t want to part from them because they have been together for a long time. But Jesus is there if you just want Him. All you have to do is call out to Him and receive Him into your heart.

Do You Have Peace?

A lot of people in this world are looking for peace in their lives. Do you have peace in your life? There is so many ways that people go about trying to find peace.Isaiah 59:8 (New Living Translation)They don’t know where to find peace or what it means to be just and good. They have mapped out crooked roads, and no one who follows them knows a moment’s peace.The only way to receive true peace is through Jesus Christ. 2 Thessalonians 3:16 (New Living Translation)Now may the Lord of peace himself give you his peace at all times and in every situation. The Lord be with you all.

To receive peace from Jesus you must give Him your heart and life. You must repent of your sins and admit that you were a sinner and ask Jesus into your heart and life. You want to feel the love, peace, and joy that He has to offer. Colossians 3:15 (New Living Translation)And let the peace that comes from Christ rule in your hearts. For as members of one body you are called to live in peace. And always be thankful.

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